NOV 2, 2024 @ 5:24am – Retreat friends helping laboring mother
I had this dream hours after the first Battle Training house meeting. The dream perspective was from an observation mode yet felt I was THERE even though I didn’t see myself 3rd person. None of the families/5 women were recognizable but yet they were best friends whose families knew each other well.
Yet again, this dream had a retreat feeling but each family were in separate Air B&B home settings where all our kids were playing in each other’s homes next to each other.
One of the moms goes into labour, with excitement in the air. The friend who is acting as the main doula shows up with her head shaved military buzzcut…it’s battle time! The 4+1 physically fit women (which felt like we instead of they despite not seeing me specifically) were there for each other for the long hall of this TRAVAIL season. It was an ACTIVE birth (contrast to my literal ones tucked in our master bedroom, resting in bed/on the ball/in the tub) in a large living room w comfy couches. The lighting was lower and felt like last night’s Battle Training atmosphere actually, with so much joy. She was walking, rocking, riding flopped over doulas rocking back when she got tired, dancing, doing worship karaoke to lighten the mood as the labour was getting more and more intense as the night rolled thru the wee hours. There were kids quietly playing on the other side of the couch, lining up dolls and dinosaurs in rows across from each other from smallest to largest. They were present and observing but not in the way (like last night Battle Training where our 3 littles stayed w us until *Crowned Royal Warrior* fell asleep on the couch with her blankie instead of going into the other room to play with some of the other kids present, enjoying the action, testimonies , and presence of God). The dream ended without the mom delivering yet.
This dream is a timer dream of what the Fruitful Bride is stepping into and the right perspective to have in the travail season.
Some of the battle strategies flowing in journaling after I wrote out the dream:
- Resist the devil and he will flee. That forehead of flint attitude of “No matter how much you try to intimidate me, its going to fail! I knew i was MADE to birth! I’m/we’re covered by the blood and you have no authority here. Jesus has given US authority to trample you, devils, and NOTHING shall by any means harm us. None of your weapons will prosper for this is the heritage of the righteous saints.
- The mental warfare had no landing pad because we knew who we were and how we were created, so the lies were as baseless as telling one of us we were a garbage man with a dick. We KNEW they were lies and laughed them away instead of being snared into belief.
- In the dream I had a knowing my husband was in Alberta yet we were praying together as if we were in the same room, our spirits united.
- The active labour was at home in the LIVING room. No painkillers/epidural to numb the contractions. She rode the birthing waves with joy.
- The comradery made the labour joyful and FUN instead of weary duking it out all alone.
2/11/24
- Double portion for the transition season leading to double authority.
5:24 AM:
G524:
Transliteration: apalgeó
Phonetic Spelling: (ap-alg-eh’-o)
Definition: to cease to feel pain for
Usage: (lit: I cease to feel [my] pain), am past feeling, cease to care (suggesting sometimes despair, sometimes recklessness), become callous, reckless. (*Eph 4:19)
Ephesians 4:17-19, 21-24 KJV – [17] This I say therefore, and testify in the Lord, that ye henceforth walk not as other Gentiles walk, in the vanity of their mind, [18] having the understanding darkened, being alienated from the life of God through the ignorance that is in them, because of the blindness of their heart: [19] *who being past feeling* have given themselves over unto lasciviousness, to work all uncleanness with greediness. … [21] if so be that ye have heard him, and have been taught by him, as the truth is in Jesus: [22] that ye put off concerning the former conversation the old man, which is corrupt according to the deceitful lusts; [23] and be renewed in the spirit of your mind; [24] and that ye put on the new man, which after God is created in righteousness and true holiness.
Ephesians 4:17-19 NLT – [17] With the Lord’s authority I say this: Live no longer as the Gentiles do, for they are hopelessly confused. [18] Their minds are full of darkness; they wander far from the life God gives because they have closed their minds and hardened their hearts against him. [19] They have no sense of shame. They live for lustful pleasure and eagerly practice every kind of impurity.
An attendee with a gift of discernment at the Battle Training meeting shared her journaling about cutting off emotions. The LORD revealed she was believing a lie (that was identified also operating in other attendees with a gift of discernment) that she was “scared about being so intimate with Abba that I can’t function with the world / work.”
- It’s a lie! A fear! Break it off.
- Break off curse/lie and all attaching darkness – spirits of darkness using that lie. It gains access in agreement with the lie.
- Spirits of darkness make you blind, deaf, mute spiritually
- They confuse your language so you can’t communicate with Abba or anyone else [at the heart level].
- Shutting off the emotions was an addiction caused by being OVERWHELMED. Actually creates coping mechanisms to the lies and therefore resulting curses in our lives.
H524:
– a nation(s)
*used mainly in Daniel and once in Ezra.
A long-distance participant’s response to the dream:
- The word of knowledge I’ve been meditating on for a week is RELENTLESS DETERMINATION. Ask, seek, knock -> receive, find, open
- Luke 18:1 “And he told them a parable that they ought always to pray and not lose heart.”
- Two examples in this chapter – the *persistent* widow seeking justice and the blind beggar who “cried out all the more” when the crowd told him to be quiet.
- Today – the persistent widow seeking Justice He showed me miracle after miracle where the person was trying to press or crawl through a crowd. ie: woman with issue of blood. She could have been trampled to death in that determination.
- A woman goes into labour knowing there’s an expected end. All the work and trial and endurance leads to a baby in arms and great joy and celebration.
- To reach that point, she also needs RELENTLESS DETERMINATION
A second long-distance participant’s response: She mentioned the book she was reading about pain-free birthing despite not being pregnant. I responded that’s how my 4th live birth of *Peaceful Joyful Warrior* happened. The birthing woman in the dream was in joy and relaxed, not screaming in anguish like movies project birthing to be.
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